Felling better and getting back to the groove of things.

After my last post, I thought I was getting better. I stayed down until a few weeks ago. I'm now 7 months pregnant and having to take meds so I can keep going. If I don't take the meds I start getting sick again. For the first 6 months my HOH told me that we were on a break due to me being so sick. Now that I'm feeling better we are in full swing. He won't spank me until after the baby is born though. I've already been in trouble twice. Once for challenging him and once for being bratty and talking back.  The first time he gave me a bunch of chores to do. For the second offense he controlled me in a way he saw fit and gave me chores to do. I felt very submissive after the punishment and very apologetic. I just pray I can keep my pregnancy hormones in check. I don't want to be in trouble on a daily basis. I know he already plans to spank me good after the baby is born. My butt is going to be on fire that night!!!!! 

I'm back....

It's been a long break. Not one that I meant to take either. My mom went through surgery and lived with us while she recovered. Not long after that I found out that I'm pregnant. Then the morning sickness started. Only this time it lasted all day all night for a good month and a half. I couldn't keep anything down and I was in bed the whole time. I finally went to the hospital for fluids and now I feel so much better! I plan to post more as during my break there was a lot of CDD stuff happening. Have a good night! 

One of my longest punishments.

On Sunday I started the day frustrated and disobedient to my Dear Sir. Because of this I received 20 licks with the paddle and 10 minutes of corner time. I was still having a hard time submitting. Dear Sir told me to get back on the bed and he started spanking me with the paddle. This time he kept spanking me until my butt was on fire!! I lost count, but I know it was more than 20. Just to make sure I would stay submissive he put me in my place. He told me to strip and please him. After that he took me. By the time it was done, I had a sore butt, I felt a ton better and I was very submissive! I love that my HOH has taken control and is sticking to it!! 

Loving the closeness....

HOH and I have talked about how he wants to spank. I chatted with an online friend about it. She introduced me to slow and hard spankings. HOH and I talked about it and tried it out. We both actually like the end results. The point is made and I have a nice red bottom that stings for a good while.

HOH has decided to keep going with maintenance for as long as he sees fit. It keeps me in line for sure! I've had a better attitude and we have gotten close again. I love feeling so close and intimate with him. I know he loves and cares for me and it shows.

One thing that I loved was I went shopping today and didn't take my cell phone. HOH didn't like that and told me I must take it with me where ever I go. If I don't I will get spanked. That's something that he hasn't done before. We've been going at this off and on for over a year now. This is the best it's been since we've started. I love it!!! 

I'm back.....

I've been away from the blogging world for some time. Since my last post, the family that was living with us has moved out, we have our own home, and my HOH is working during the day now. :) He is still in school, but for the next two weeks he is on vacation. I'm just not on vacation anymore.....

He is taking this time to get back to CDD. All week this week right before bedtime he is spanking me. Since it's been a while he wants to start out with this week of maintenance spanking. Once that's over we are looking at all the rules and  refreshing ourselves with everything.

I'm really glad that we have the time to put into CDD. I have really missed that structure in our lives. 

Life is always happening!

I've been away from the blogging world far to long. lol I've been so busy and haven't had much time to myself. 


We've had a lot of changes happening that change how we approach DD yet again. We have a family living with us right now. The place we are in at the moment you can hear everything! The walls are so thin! HOH has decided that we will do little things. We don't have to hide things to much though because the wife is a submissive wife as well. They just don't practice DD. I can actually see myself telling her about it. Just not yet.

We are getting ready to move into our own place and the other family will move with us. The good thing is there will be plenty of space between our room and all the other rooms. :) 


It's been interesting adjusted our schedules. Everything is flowing well though. Our kids get a long great and we all have close to the same style of discipline. That helps out a lot.

It has been a struggle though staying submissive at times. My HOH is on a completely different schedule than we are so we only see him a few hours in the day. On top of that he works 6 to 7 days a week. I do my best to always remember I need to ask him first before I can do things. I do know my limits. I actually have something that I haven't told him about yet. It's nothing to big, but at the same time if I don't let him know soon it will be big.

I haven't done something like that in a long time. Every time I think to tell him, it just doesn't seem to be the right time. 

Working out our routine

We've been trying our best to figure out a good routine. One that also includes DD.  I have felt overwhelmed with all the different things that need to be done as well as the things I want to get done. This past Saturday we celebrated Valentines early. We used that time to go out to dinner and really hash out a good schedule as well as write down our expectations. We came up with a good schedule for all of us. So far it's working well. He wants me to follow the Flylady cleaning schedule. He is allowing me to slowly work in FLY Lady cleaning. It's been going well too. While we are getting used to the new schedule he will slowly work in DD. That way we can both get used to our roles and it not be overwhelming for either of us. He is also allowing me to take it one step at a time. Which is helping a lot! I have to keep reminding myself that he doesn't expect a change over night.